oh my my, i totally forgot to update my journal this holiday. orz I'm sorry!
Anyways, Merry merry Christmas & a great Happy New Year to all of you! I know school's just around the corner.. heck, for me it's only a day before it starts again! But, I hope that all you great people will have a very fulfilling year full of laughter! （＾ｖ＾）
Onto a long real update~
I planned on doing another giveaway of some sort for xmas, but fear yes! bad luck was on my side. ;_;
I updated my laptop to windows 8.1 and it incredibly messed up some of my file locations and stuff. that includes sai... huhuhu..
there was a problem with the translation i guess. supposedly, the words and all should appear in english but it's appearing in symbols. i deleted that sai file and downloaded a new one. when i installed it, still the same problem ;_; BUT the huge huge huge problem of mine is that, i cannot open my sai files on the software itself. i couldve gotten by with the translation problem but how can i continue when i know all my sai files, all my digital drawings! so far are /temporarily/ unavailable?? it makes me very sad to think that all of those can be gone just like that! /im a very sentimental person.. haha/
ever since then, ive never touched sai and anything that involves it... just when my hands were itching so baaad to draw this happens... sigh!! that also explains why it has been so so long since i posted something. （ー△ー；）
so until a solution to fix this visits me, there won't be any drawings.... orz
i dont know if i will ever be able to draw again with my laptop but i am thinking of buying samsung galaxy 10.1 tablet! I read and watched reviews about it and it seems like a notable candidate as a drawing platform ^^
that's the only solution i can think of. if you guys know of something to help me please please tell this lowlife!! D:
as for life updates, idk im very stressed and pressured by school esp since my grades are falling and i plan to graduate this year. i dont want to get stuck in hs for another year since im real bad at associating myself with others.. the two main things i just really want is for me to graduate and to get accepted to uni or college! So i guess my new year's resolution would be to study 100x extra hard. .-.
I guess my fear is 75% self made and im aware that im too conscious of everything...
anyhow please pray that i graduate this year & get accepted to uni or college..!! I hope i get out alive and mentally healthy!! I dont know when I'll be able to update and post drawings again, it will probably take quite sometime.
Merry late Christmas and a Happy New Year again! <3